Author Archives: nathanielj84

Trying to make it

Where do I even start life is crazy things ain’t the way we hope it would be it seems each and every day . And the ppl that depend on us is clinging to every word we say to be that what they need . Then when it’s all out of your control it seems that everyone is just figuring it out with out a hickup but here I am because I want cheat someone for my benefit and or steal from another for me to be that what I want to be at in life .. it’s almost that it’s got to be that everyone is theives or cons of some sorts . I’m just saying the thought of the way it looks to me when I try and try to do rite by ppl and do rite by GODS law but I am stuck and can’t find a way to become able to provide for my family the way I’m saposse to …. I would love to be able to go on vacation like everyone else does it seems .. just trying to make it ..

Noticing the next man

It’s sorta crazy how when we were children and there was other kids around how if another was scared or hurt or whatever it may be that we didn’t hesitate to go and try and befriend them on the playground but the older we get the less we seem to care how others feel or if there are ok . We seem to be consumed with the self sendrom and only seem to care about self … I look at the way we seem to use ppl more than we like to admit I watched ppl use someone that needs money bad give them a job and offer half of the amount that the jobs worth but because of there situation they do it for some reason and if by some reason there answer is no I will not for that price then they will go to the next person and pay the whole price just as long as it was the one that truly needed the money or whatever it is I’m just say we need to learn how to go. Back to lil friendly children we use to be and show compassion and kindness more than we do .. I have got to try to do it myself so let grow together today and look at the next man as if it was us in there shoes or flip flops whatever u know what I’m saying ….